Standing Tall Alone

So this week has just flown by, and ended with a bang today with 2 midterms and a night out at Morty's with some friends for wings night, and watching many episodes of Sex and the City. Last weekend was the "meeting" weekend. And I think what bothered me most about the meeting was how disappointing it was. It wasn't so much what happened that made it disappointing, but seemingly lack of thought put into it. And it wasn't until the hard questions were asked that it seemed the wheels of thought started to turn, I just wished that it turned before the meeting. Anyway, it is over, and I have to say, that it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

I guess another lesson I would like to remember, is that decisions always come with consequences. You can make the decision, but you can't also decide the consequences of that decision. I'm not sure if it really is a corner decision / ultimatum, of cutting someone off after a break up. It's not meant to be hurtful, as least not in my case. I'm just not ready for a friendship, its just giving me time to heal, and if and when I'm ready, perhaps it might happen.

I'm not sure when I will be ready for that again, but for now, I will just enjoy the joys of being single and all the perks that come with it. It's fun and new. I guess its a sense of freedom and excitement that I haven't felt in a while. And may I add, that I'm glad that I'm a girl. :)