Wednesday, October 24, 2007

The Elephant Man

That's the name of the play that Con and I went to see last night. It was really good. Quite sad the way his life was lived and how society was - and perhaps still is - towards different people. I got some last minute tickets via one of my new favourite sites: www.tsoundcheck.com

This was my first play in a while, and I really enjoyed it. I guess there is something about live theatre that's captivating. So, I may go back for more. Thursday nights are either indoor soccer or my dosage of "culture" - which is usually a symphony orchestra. Not to mention that tickets are really cheap - $12, and one time I even got into a symphony orchestra with a really great guest violin soloist for just $6. I was reminded of my fondness of the orchestra at a school concert I went to in Singapore. I was never in band, but I loved listening to people play. There is just something magical about being able to create music.

So, I haven't written in a while. And although I've been busy, I kinda think about what I would like to write / discuss. It's just taken more time to sit down and write. Too many distractions... :p But thanks for checking back.

SO, what has happened lately in my life. Just the usual, keeping busy... Starting to think about after graduation stuff, and I should start applying for jobs soon. I think that Con and I are ready to start practicing our squash stuff. First, we need to get us some starter rackets. Belly dancing is going alright, I still feel weird and awkward, even though my instructor makes it look really easy and good. I'm working on it. But it's definitely a lot of fun, and makes me feel very feminine and sensual (when I do it right - the easier steps, that is) Rock climbing and CN Tower climb was last weekend! A LOT of fun, and I will definitely do them both again! And of course, one of the climaxes of this term: shopping in Buffalo this weekend. I've been busy researching on my potential boot purchases. I want a flat boot, preferably something more casual, but not too casual. Something that I can be comfortable and warm in, yet, not look like a bum, and MAYBE even somewhat stylish. Yes, its a challenge, but like I said, I've been doing my research.

It's going to be my anniversary soon. One year with just me, and myself. It's strange how time flies, and it doesn't even seem like it's been a whole year. But it has. It's funny the way things start, the way things end, and how new things start. For instance, I'm swimming on a somewhat regular basis now. And you know how it started? It started by me trying it for what may not be the best reasons back in third year (hehe...) but in the end, here I am, averaging about 15 laps of front crawl and I'm feeling less and less tired after each time ( I think I can definitely make it 20 now) when I hit the pool. I enjoy it, and I'm exercising, so, it's all good. I took salsa lessons cuz a friend asked if I wanted to take dance lessons, and I really like it and had a lot fo fun (even though I don't think my salsa skills have improved much, but my confidence has). I tried dragon boating cuz another friend needed girls on her team, and although I'm not much of a rower, I sure had a great time. Now its the same with squash and bellydancing. Just trying new things. So these are the things that I will be toasting to when Con and I go out for dinner to celebrate my anniversary. I guess it's to celebrate to new beginnings. Cuz sometimes, that's all you can do, when all that you thought you knew, really isn't.


I think I want to get a pet. I love dogs. This is Caeser. He's is one of the cutest and sweetest dogs I know. Even though he is huge, he's such a sweetie and such a gentleman. He's old now, 11 years old. Yes, I'm going to show him off here.


Lyrics for today, one of my favourite songs, and I really like the original but also the remix by David Usher.

Fast Car - Tracy Chapman

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere

Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs
You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain't going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way

Monday, October 01, 2007

Fabulous

"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous." - Sex and the City

That's one of my favourite quotes of all time. No matter how many relationships you go through, the most important person to be true to is yourself.

When I was working in Boston last summer, it was the first work place that I could possibly picture myself working after graduation. To me, not only the work important, the people I work with is just as important. I was privileged to meet so many friendly, smart and kind ladies who later became my friends, and role models. It's tough now, but we still try to stay in touch with emails and pictures. It's so important to have role models. Different role models for different aspects of my life, I suppose. Lessons, and stories that they've shared with me, and that we've shared together will always be cherished. I think the most important lessons I learned was to not be afraid to take chances and to stand up for myself. Life is too short to have regrets, enjoy it!

I can't say that I haven't felt lonely these past while. But that's not to say its a bad thing. It definitely gives me a chance to heal, to reflect and think about what I want. In addition, it's almost like I'm rediscovering a part of me, that I had neglected while being in a relationship. Those 5 years were some of the best times of my life, and I wouldn't trade them for anything. No regrets. But I've also neglected other parts of me during that time, that I'm discovering now, and it's exciting and fun. Taking chances and trying things that I previously would not have tried. Not being afraid to be on my own, taking one day at a time, and getting to know myself again, and knowing my worth.

Most of the week I'm pretty busy after work, and it's fun. Lots of energy to burn in this lovely fall weather. Squash and belly dancing on Wednesdays, Soccer with co-workers every other Thursdays and going to the symphony on the other Thursdays, Badminton on Fridays... and either hitting the gym or pool on the left over days... or going home for the weekend. Not to mention dining out FOODINESS :) and SHOPPING :) and of course, COOKING!

I think I can see myself living in a big city, like Toronto. Very different from Brampton. :p

Hmm... Lyrics for this post are 2 songs that just make me wanna dance every time I hear them ;) You should definitely check them out, turn up the music, and DANCE!

PS. Con and I started watching the Bachelor. I'm not sure why we are watching this garbage. But it's like watching a train wreck in slow motion... you just can't stop....


Push Up on Me - Rihanna

We break, break (repeat x3)
We break em’ down
We break, break (repeat x3)
We break em’ down

It’s getting later baby and i’m getting curious
Nobody’s looking at us, i feel delirious
Coz the beat penetrates my body
Shaking inside my bones
And you pushing all my buttons
Taking me outta my zone yeah!!

The way that you stare starts the fire in me
Come up to my room, you sexy little thing
And let’s play a game, i won’t be a tease
I’ll show you the boom, my sexy little thing

I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would light me up and say you want me, push up on me
(repeat)

I know many guys just like ya, extremely confident
Got so much flava wit ya, like you’re the perfect man
You wanna make me chase ya, like its a compliment
Well let’s get right down to it, i can be the girl That’ll break you down

The way that you stare starts the fire in me
Come up to my room, you sexy little thing
And let’s play a game, i won’t be a tease
I’ll show you the boom, my sexy little thing

I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would light me up and say you want me, push up on me
(repeat)

We break, break (repeat x3)
We break em’ down
We break, break (repeat x3)
We break em’ down

I wanna see how you move it, show me, show me how ya do it
Ya really got me on it, i must confess, i must confess
Baby there aint nothing to it, baby who you think u fooling
You wanna come and get me outta my dress

The way that you stare starts the fire in me
Come up to my room, you sexy little thing
And let’s play a game, i won’t be a tease
I’ll show you the boom, my sexy little thing

I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would push up on me
I wish you would light me up and say you want me, push up on me
(repeat)

We break, break (repeat x3)
We break em’ down
We break, break (repeat x3)
We break em’ down

Whine Up - Kat Deluna

[Elephant Man]
It´s summertime
Ladies looking hot
Shaking up what they´ve got
Elephant Man and Kat, c´mon

[Verse 1]
Sense is telling me you´re looking
I can feel it on my skin (Whoa)
Boy I wonder what would happen
If I trip and let you in
Don´t get shook my my aggression
I just might be the one
Let´s skip this conversation
Just whine your body up

(Ha ha ha)
Don´t wanna wait no more
(Ha ha ha)
You got what I´m searching for

[Pre Hook]
Cuz I´m feeling your vibing
I´m riding high is exotic
And I want you, I want you here
Pull me closer and closer and
Hold me tight to your body
I wanna feel you, I wanna feel you near

[Chorus:]
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!

[Ivy Queen]
A ese nene lo tengo trikiao (oye)
Cuando lo bailo lo bailo de lao
Y lo empujo lo tengo tumbao
Con mis caderas lo tengo amansao wind!

[verse 2]
Boy keep doing what you´re doing get me hot
Winding up your body you don´t have to stop
My temperature is rising want you more than before
It´s an animal attraction, whine your body up

[Whine Up lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

(Ha ha ha)
It´s the magic on the floor
(Ha ha ha)
I don´t wanna wait no more

[Pre Hook]
Cuz I´m feeling your vibing
I´m riding high is exotic
And I want you (and i want you too), I want you (and I want you too) here
Pull me closer and closer (closer and closer) and
Hold me tight to your body
I wanna feel you (I wanna feel you too), I wanna feel you near

[Chorus:]
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!

[Elephant Man]
Right here
now bring your body to me right here
she's got the finest body I fear
shake your booty off
shake it off in high gear
and she runs her fingers to my ear
and all the black mons got white fear
and she shakes her booty right here
now pump up the volume right here

(woah woah woah)
It´s rifing
(woah woah woah)
Give me the whine now

C´mon!

[Chorus:] [3x]
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!
Whine up, whine up, whine up, oye!

Lo cuero, toca los cueros
Loca e que ta!!
She´s crazy!